Monday, December 29, 2014

4 Questions Jesus Asked

The 4 Questions Jesus Asked  - by Amy Orr-Ewing

"I believe, help my un-believe"
"Why aren't you a Christian?"

Question 1:
John 1:38 “What do you want?"

They said, “Rabbi” “where are you staying?”
39 “Come,” he replied, “and you will see.”

Question 2:
John 6:67 “You do not want to leave too, do you?” Jesus asked the Twelve.

68 Simon Peter answered him, “Lord, to whom shall we go? You have the words of eternal life. 69 We have come to believe and to know that you are the Holy One of God.”

Question 3:
John 6:5 "Where shall we buy bread for these people to eat?”
A story was told - the 5th copy of gospel in Iran

Question 4:
John 21:17 “Simon son of John, do you love me?”

Friday, December 26, 2014

Vanishing Grace

some notes...
Vanishing Grace
p31
The priest Henri Nouwen learned humility on a mission trip to South America. He went expecting to pass on his wisdom to the poor and unenlightened. During his six-month stay, Nouwen concluded that a desire to save, whether from sin or poverty or exploitation, is one of the most damaging motives in ministry.

It makes all the difference in the world whether I view my neighbor as a potential convert or as someone whom God already loves.

p33
'Jay, I apologize for anything ever done to you in the name of God.'

These help me to rethink how am I to do evangelism; also during the RZIM the question asked to Amy Orr-Ewing's mom, "why aren't you a Christian?" a question... with dignity and respect.

Monday, December 15, 2014

Designed to worship and serve

Designed to worship and serve - by Amy Orr-Ewing

... scribbles

Eph 1:5-6

Is 6:1-7
worship begins with encounter with God.
glory - weight

worship with mind
worship with words
worship with body - vocation

1. self loading
John 8:10 “Woman, where are they? Has no one condemned you?”
e.g. 50 pound

2. suffering
John 12:27  “Now my soul is troubled, and what shall I say? ‘Father, save me from this hour’? No, it was for this very reason I came to this hour.  Father, glorify your name!”



3. success
John 2:4  “Woman, why do you involve me?”
e.g. Amy visited Afghanistan in 96 to interview Taliban leaders in the city of Herat.
http://www.natlewis.co.uk/?p=57

4. unbelief
John 9:35 “Do you believe in the Son of Man?”

Friday, December 12, 2014

On 17 Oct 14
Never allow the thought - "I am of no use where I am"; because you certainly can be of no use where you are not. Wherever God has dumped you down in circumstances pray, ejaculate to Him all the time. "Whatsoever ye ask in My name, that will I do." We won't pray unless we get thrills, that is the intensest form of spiritual selfishness. We have to labour along the line of God's direction, and He says pray. "Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that He will send forth labourers into His harvest."

Oswald Chambers

On 26 Oct 14 (Sunday)

Title
Lionel, MYY, Sandy's titles
... On the boards, there's little talk of achievements, accolades and titles. It seems, what matters at the end of day are relationships and Christ-like character. Ps LKO

Station

"I have chosen you" (25th Oct)

It is as if You are affirming my station at lta.

response song: Christ is enough

On 27 Oct 14 (Monday) bsf
response song: I have decided

Monday, September 08, 2014


some thoughts from Oswald Chambers

Sep 7th
If you have become bitter and sour, it is because when God gave you a blessing you clutched it for yourself; whereas if you had poured it out unto the Lord, you would have been the sweetest person out of heaven.

Aug 20th
"And I will give you rest." Matt 11:28
Beware of allowing self-consciousness to continue because by slow degrees it will awaken self-pity, and self-pity is Satanic. Well, I am not understood; this is a thing they ought to apologize for; that is a point I really must cleared up. Leave others alone and ask the Lord to give you Christ-consciousness, and He will poise you until the completeness is absolute.

Monday, August 18, 2014

Thank you for your words... giving me the perspective

Friday night, a post shared by Mike on fb,
Trust in the Lord with all your heart
    and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
    and he will make your paths straight. Proverbs 3:5-6

During sat run was reminded that,
Do not take revenge, my dear friends, but leave room for God’s wrath, for it is written: “It is mine to avenge; I will repay,” says the Lord. Romans 12:19

Sunday service,
song - new life church Savior
you are my defender

song - Our God - Chris Tomlin
If God is for us, who can be against us?

study of Matthew
I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace. In this world you will have trouble. But take heart! I have overcome the world. John 16:33

Matthew 10
24 “The student is not above the teacher, nor a servant above his master. 25 It is enough for students to be like their teachers, and servants like their masters. If the head of the house has been called Beelzebul, how much more the members of his household!
26 “So do not be afraid of them, for there is nothing concealed that will not be disclosed, or hidden that will not be made known. 27 What I tell you in the dark, speak in the daylight; what is whispered in your ear, proclaim from the roofs. 28 Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul. Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body in hell. 29 Are not two sparrows sold for a penny? Yet not one of them will fall to the ground outside your Father’s care. 30 And even the very hairs of your head are all numbered. 31 So don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows.

1 Peter 2
19 For it is commendable if someone bears up under the pain of unjust suffering because they are conscious of God. 20 But how is it to your credit if you receive a beating for doing wrong and endure it? But if you suffer for doing good and you endure it, this is commendable before God. 21 To this you were called, because Christ suffered for you, leaving you an example, that you should follow in his steps.

2 Corinthians 12
But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.

Psalm 75
No one from the east or the west
    or from the desert can exalt a man.
It is God who judges:
    he brings one down, he exalts another.


Is 41
10 ‘Do not fear, for I am with you;
Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you, surely I will help you,
Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’


Monday, July 14, 2014


I'm telling myself I don't have what it take to ...

As if every promise from Your Word is not enough

Thank you for those who stood up during the 2 services yesterday.

During the first service response time, I was on the notes:
from the notes:
"Where can we buy bread so that we can feed then here?"
What a privilege that Jesus included Philip and the other disciples.
What a privilege that He includes you and me in His work.
What opportunities to display Christ's power do you overlook because you see only your own lack of resources?

I was trembling, this was exactly what was going through my mind.
Are You calling me?


"Lord, if it's you, "Peter replied, "tell me to come to you on the water."
"Come," he said.




Monday, July 07, 2014

response

was touched by the scene... and broke down...
Bella went to the altar and knee down
Her mom, Jasmine later followed by her dad, Johannes came along side her and prayed.

Father, pray that you continue to bless this teen, let her be a blessing too like her parents.

Wednesday, May 07, 2014

For these few weeks...

13th Apr

Is 28:16 NIV
 So this is what the Sovereign Lord says:

“See, I lay a stone in Zion, a tested stone,
    a precious cornerstone for a sure foundation;
the one who relies on it
    will never be stricken with panic.


19th Apr

Is 25:8 ESV
He will swallow up death forever;
and the Lord God will wipe away tears from all faces,
    and the reproach of his people he will take away from all the earth,
    for the Lord has spoken.


28th Apr

Is 35:4-6 NIV
4 say to those with fearful hearts,
    “Be strong, do not fear;
your God will come,
    he will come with vengeance;
with divine retribution
    he will come to save you.”

Then will the eyes of the blind be opened
    and the ears of the deaf unstopped.
Then will the lame leap like a deer,
    and the mute tongue shout for joy.
Water will gush forth in the wilderness
    and streams in the desert.
 
 
3rd May
 
Ez 34:16 NIV
 I will search for the lost and bring back the strays. I will bind up the injured and strengthen the weak, but the sleek and the strong I will destroy. I will shepherd the flock with justice.

Matt 10:8b
Freely you have received; freely give.
 

Friday, January 31, 2014

What is man, that thou art mindful of him? Or the Son of Man, that Thou visitest him?

Thursday, January 02, 2014

Thanksgiving 2013

End of year 2012, You promised me that " I will stand there before you by the rock at Horeb.", and You did. Thank you for standing there before me all this time, all of year 2013.

For the work of framework library. It is a good experience learning from Gandalf the art of software architecture, the rest fades in comparison. Now I realize what is real software architecture design.

For the m trip, to able to see how the works progress since our last visit and meet new friends. Thanks for the sharing too.

For the book - fully alive by Larry Crabb.

For the silent retreat. Your wills are higher than mine. An image of when God ran.
Thanks for M prayer at the closing session, it summed up all though I cannot remember in details now.

For the study of EHS. I thought I had resolved all the issues brought out by HnD, but you showed me otherwise.

For the study of Bsf Genesis, especially the life of Joseph. He honored those in authority above him, and took compassionate care of those over he had authority. 

For the conflict in local club. It brought back memories of 20 years ago. Until S shared the link to Laura Story - Blessings, a reminder that this is not home yet. Thank you for the Hope.

For the surplus, that I am able to repay SW and even JMP.

‘Do not fear, for I am with you;
Do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you, surely I will help you,
Surely I will uphold you with My righteous right hand.’ Is 41:10 NASB